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Recently lots of (gay) guys told me I should join a gay-lesbian youth group.

I'm just wondering. Why should I?
I can't stand stereotypes. I just wanna be myself and how should that work with joining a gay-lesbian youth group. I don't think there are things as heterosexual youth groups.
Why wouldn't you join a gay youth group you might ask. Well, because the major thing me and the guys will have in common is that we all like dicks.
Woooow! I don't like to define myself that way. I mean I want that everyone gets accepted in this world. I want it for gay, I want it for us. But I don't think we can do it with rainbow-flags and the Christopher Street Day anymore. It's enough with being provocative. If we don't want stereotypes anymore people have to stop wearing ass-free leather pants and tight net-shirts.

That's what I think. How about you?

And here's a nice video I found

 (wish someone would say that to me haha):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8XWRA7hRA4

13.11.06 17:35


The guy is just the fuckin cuteness.

Yeah, I'm talking bout my date. It was a lot of fun. I think everything went really good.
We had fun.But I don't know what he thought about me... but I have a good feeling, yet I'm worried somehow.

I hate it when you don't know what people think about you although you need and want to know so bad. Everything would be so much easier if I could read the mind of people.
Maybe he hated me and I don't even know. Maybe he wanted to hug with and get closer. If I could've read his mind I could've acted the way and we might be a couple now... or the other way I could've left earlier and never talk to him again.. haha

But that's just me. I hate being unsure about those kinda things.

Guess I just gotta wait, huh?

At least I know that he has at least as much porn on his computer as I do. When he opened his media player I've seen it. haha. I don't think he knows.

Be there for my guys. Wish me luck.

30.10.06 00:14


I'm going on a date on Sunday, October 30th.

Not an xxx-date this time. A real one. With a really nice guy. I'm quite excited.

First we wanted go to park and fly a kite... well that's still our plan if the wheather is alright.
Later he told me his pancakes were amazing and so we started planning on a pancake dinner after flying the kite. Suddendly Micheal (name changed) asked me what I like to drink and about other food I like.
So he got really into that idea and now it seems we're going to have a huge picknick with lots of things. Of course I'm gonna bring something as well. I hope he'll like it. Haha... Yeah I'm nervous but I'm glad he cares.

If the wheather won't treat us so well we're going to have an indoor picknick and we'll watch lots of Tim Burton movies. He's got some good ideas.

Wish me luck and I tell you how it went.

Victor.

27.10.06 13:53


I decided to make a gay blog for all you out there.. since I have no one to talk about my feelings and thoughts I thought writing about it helps.. maybe some people will read this and give me some advices.

I'm from Germany and 1x years old. My name is Victor.. or that's what I call myself.

Something happened tonight and I need to express myself about it.

Usually I'm the love-kinda person. You know ~ I prefer to fall in love with people before I sleep with them. But as a matter of fact I've never slept with someone before and I hardly fall in love.
Anyway. Tonight I was simply horny. I needed to lose some pressure and so I decided to go on an xxx-date with someone. I was nervous but the guy I met turned out to be really nice. He was.

So we drove to his appartement and it was quite nice.. he offered me something to drink and we watched TV. Later he kissed me and we started to get things going, if you know what I'm talking about. Well so I was lying in the bed of a guy I didn't know at all and were thinking "What the hell am I doing here?"
We didn't to anything except kissing yet.. so I asked if I could use his bathroom and of course he would let me go.  I got up, went past the bathroom, into the living room, put on my clothes and shoes, went to the door and then I only saw myself running. Downstairs, outside.. I ran along the street and looked back a couple times. He didn't follow me. I felt kinda dirty although we didn't do anything.. my next stop was Mc Donald's were I calmed down myself with a Sunday.

Victor.

27.10.06 00:14


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